It is quit a long time I didn’t post up things in this web. Busy, this is the only word I can say. For those who one to know me… I am ok just gone for my medical check up. Everything is ok just the cholesterol is high and need on diet. Many foods I like I can’t take anymore… like Karri, Laksa, beef burger, prawn and others…. L I just read an article say that…God given…. And the Holy Spirit helps us to excel in what we do best. But a self-sufficient spirit that overlooks the contributions of others can ruin it all. No Christians have ever climbed the ladder of success alone…. Give praise for what the other does – to your success be blind.

  When I read this wah! It is true that we always forget about this. Sometimes we just forget about the others who help us and when we perform well and we will feel very proud. Likes a speaker if the back stage they didn’t do their works well how you can do the speech with good condition. Likes, I always lead song in church and if my pianist not play well how can I lead the church to sing. Anyway in here I really want to thank those who always help me in play instrument because you all do the great job and also my back up singer. I agree the article I read … although God given the gift to you and if you not cooperate with the helper how can you perform well. That is truth … No Christians have ever climbed the ladder of success alone. Always remember be humble and Give praise for what the other does – to your success be blind.

   Already many month I didn’t go to CG meeting I really miss the atmosphere and the member and I also many week didn’t attend the church whole service and I also quite miss the church. I think I still need some more time to adjust because I think many things can be arrange and just need time to think how to arrange…. Ha...ha…I think tat is for this time….. I really enjoy writing things to post in my web…. Someone is always saying that to me each time I read your web I will see you end with God bless you...Yap… I think if I can have the blessing from other is very good, especially from God. God bless me so many things and of course I hope others people will always bless by God. In here for those who are not yet Christian may be don’t know why blessing is so important and good. I think you can find out when you try to read bible and to know more about Christ. Hopefully you will find the answer. May God bless those who read this….:)

Recently very tiring after moving to my new house… so I think after I post up this I will take a break to post thing… will post may be (On Hari Raya O December) … very soon. Now still sick and my son and my wife also bit flu. Pls pray for us… thanks. Really… life total change for me now and still need time to adjust myself for the changing environment. PC at home still haven’t connect and some how my telephone haven’t connect so if anyone need to call me pls call my hand phone. Thanks for those who continuously pray for me and my family. Lastly may God bless those who read this.

Still can’t manage to write something in this web regularly because of busy with my new house things and in office starting a lot of thing has to handle. Going to move on the last day of this month, pls pray for me everything is going to be alright. In work, come out with a new things have to handle is safety of the work committee set up. Many forms have to feel and ask the worker to sign. Need a lot of time because worker in my work place is quite a lot. Just finished the Sirim Audit last week and now can have a few days to breathe. In Church still have to attend choir practice every Sunday night. It is good to join because I feel joy when I went to practice because many brother and sister sing together and I can hear the impact is so wonderful. Ha… if you have a good voice or your want to learn the vocal or you have a heart to sing please feel free to join us. I am sure you will feel what I feel. It is still have time to learn not too late because we still have about two months time to go. This practice is going to present in the church during the Christmas time. Ha… Pls come.

Few days ago I with my friend discuss something about serving, when I came back home this thing come out from my mine. I hope those who serve will have this kind of heart and it is always not an easy to serve our Lord. I know everyone has their limit time in their life (24Hrs) and after deduct their working and sleep hour and the remaining is not much. Here I just want to share some… let those who serve can learn the experience from others and not need to worry and struggle how it will go on if they serve in their way. I hope it will useful and help those who need it.

1^st of all must know why we have to go to this area of serving. The way we serve is it right? Is it we serve is just want to show off or we force ourselves to serve because don’t want to let others go further than us. I mean they serve because see someone serve so we also want to do it. It is very important for the way and the attitude we serve. God like us to serve Him in such a way that have a heart, joyful and can cope with each others with peaceful and co- operate way.  Before I continue I do hope who read this will not feel angry because I write this is just want to share my opinion and not mean want to “shot” or remind someone else.

Colossians 3:14

Most of all, let love guide your life, for then the whole church will stay together in perfect harmony.

Let love guide each one of us so that each time we do thing together we will do with all our heart and not with something inside it. I am sure if you love someone surely what you do will all from your heart. But if have something not right, surely can’t finish it in a good way. It will end out many things will not right and can’t live together in such a way call “harmony” with each others. That why in the bible tells love everyone even though your enemy…

Romans 14:19

Let agree to use all our energy in getting along with each other. Help others with encouraging words; don’t drag them down by finding fault.

Sometimes we like to gossip or join others to gossip and this include myself also did the same mistake. When I come across the verse above I always remind myself try to apply this verse in my daily life. It is correct when I think it carefully. Why we use all the energy to say someone behind and how they will feel when they know? How we feel when it happened to ourselves? It is not a good way to find others fault and drag them down. Is it ourselves never did a wrong thing? Is it the right to do it in this way? It is the way someone else serve we have the right to judge? NO! I think devil will be very happy when see this think happened. Since we have this time and energy we can use it in the better way like help or encourage others with words or action. If others people say no time to serve and this is the best time you can use it. Ha… I tell you our life is short and the change you need to serve is little. If you have a change please grasp it whole heartedly. Please don’t wait for the change because it won’t come to you.

1 Thessalonians 5:12-13a

Honor those leaders who work so hard for you, who have been given the responsibility of urging and guiding you along in you obedience. Overwhelm them with appreciation and love.

Hebrew 13:7

Obey your leader and submit to their authority. They keep watch over you as men who must give an account. Obey them so that their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no advantage to you.

In the bible, it always reminds us to obey your leader so that the work will be done properly. If we all say our way is better, then which one we should follow? If in a group have many leader sure it is hard to move. If we have leader above us and we just can give our opinion and use the correct way to tell them. It is good have much opinion and let the leader to decide which one has to use. Of course for my opinion it is better to pray 1^st before decide. Let God guide those leaders in spirit the way He want. Although you feel it is a wrong way the leader chooses and as we member have to follow. I think someone won’t agree with me. If this is the God task I am sure God will lead it through in the best way. What I think is may be God use this to train all the member up to be obedience, mature and grow in the spec. of thinking and also the faith to God. I don’t know how many people will agree with me…

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your part straight.

Galatians 6:1

Do your own work well and then you will have something to be proud of but don’t compare yourself with other.

Above is a good verse write in bible…. It remind us to trust in God because the task you handle is all to glorify our God and not for ourselves. So we have to put all our trust in the Lord and not our own understanding. Of course we have to do our part well so that the task will be accomplished. It is not good to compare with others because it may make you proud when you know you did better than others or you may feel outset when you see someone is doing better than you. It is good not to compare. It will make you sin…See the word of God is full of wisdom…it is good to read more. Be careful for those who always like to compare the task you have done for God with others. It is better to put all your task in God who gives strength.

Philippians 4:13

I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me.

Tuesday night really a good worship in church. Although we just sing and not much talk but it is good to sing. Really hope this coming Sunday wills many people sing loud wit us. Thank lilasteph for your sharing and really a good encouragement and beneficial to me. I mean some of the part in church ministry. Alex you look good last night and I hope you keep on and take care of yourself careful. I know many projects you still hanging on and I hope you will take care about yourself because without good body we can’t serve Lord in very good condition so you have to know this. It is a good time we can sing together in a team. I just hope our team can gather forever to sing praise to the Lord.

Last Sunday pastor really preach a good sermon. It is about death. Everyone will soon come to this state and is the matter when it come we do not know. How much time we still have we do not know? The experience pastor share is a good testimony for us. In our real life if we come to this kind of situation how we will go to do? If our beloved son sick and hard to cure what we going to do? Pastor really uses the good example. Sometimes we really never thing about this until thing is happen then we decide what we are going to do? I think if we can pre think about this sure we can decide what we should do. I know the Christian faith for people will collapse when come to this kind of situation. From my experience my daily reading of the bible from the book of “king” how the Israelite turns away from God and some of them trust the God to do the thing and victory. Actually our God is powerful then any others idols and He can do anything He want to do just we don’t know. Sometimes we not seek Him much we just like go astray and don’t know what is the right direction we should go just like sheep without shepherd. In here I just want to emphasize that not matter how bad is our situation is don’t turn away from God. Why? The answer is

1.      If we turn away mean won’t trust God is almighty.

2.      Our faith may collapse because of this.

3.      We will sin and turn our trust to others.

4.      This may cause others to fall.

5.      Won’t be blessed by God.

6.      End up hard standing up to continue for the rest of our life.

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your part straight.

In the book of Proverbs tell us that is we put our trust in him sure our God will show us the way. We human sometimes are weak but in this sharing we can try to do our part to avoid this happen when we face trial. Sometimes God answer to us with the answer not what we want and I think this is a reason behind and I tell you if you trust Him and He will never forsake you. It is because God love you and He will give you the best thing that suit for you. Don’t forget God create us and He has the right to test us and mould us in His way to make us become the best shape for Him.

I think I end this sharing with this verse : James 1:12

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him.

Here I am…I AM BACK I had been so long didn’t put down something in this page. Hai, everyone who read this page, how are you? Be happy because God is always with us no matter how bad our situation is. God Love you and me. He will always walk through every difficulty with us if we put our trust in HIM. I was one of the examples that God help me to walk through my difficulties with Him alone. I thank God for so many things happen in my life that I treat it as training for my life and will able to face much more difficulties in the future. I thank God that He mould me in this way that I will be better than before to be use by Him. I thank God in His way I gain a lot of my trust in Him. Yes, many things to be thanks…. I THANK YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE.

Lately, I am busy with my new house cleaning and painting. I know it is good to have someone to help so can finish faster but I know my friends around me are busy with their own thing and so I never look for them. It is understood. Thank you all who pray for me lately…although I really don’t know who are there but I really want to thank from my heart that who pray for me I want to say thank you. So far the cleaning is almost done and I think I just need two more weeks to get it done but the garden part I haven’t touched anything yet. If anyone has idea to beautify my garden at the back please come and help or give the idea. Thank You.

Besides, in church I also busy with the church choir. They put my name in contact list indirectly I have to take care of it and if anything they will look for me. It is not an easy task for this because the turn up is very bad only few people and I have to look for people and talk to them and persuade them to join. It is not an easy task. Anyway I really learn something in this area is that put trust in God. I know God use me has Their own reason and I submit all this in His hand and work hard. I am sure God never forsake me. Others than this is the praise and worship, 1^st of all I want to thank Alex because willing to help me in this area and let me have a two week rest. Thank You Alex. In this area I have to contact the person who is leading week after week if needed. I am arranging the table sure I know who will go to lead and this is my responsibility to make sure they do their task. May be this is my character and can’t leave this thing move alone. I think it is not use to give them list because they always ignore. I not mean all of them but some. May be in this church can use this system but have to add in is contact the person. From my heart I am a bit disappointed because if you love God sure you will serve Him without fail. Ha… the situation is like that… Yes, in this situation I will able to learn something also and it is how we can have a patience heart and keep moving in our task and wait. That why I always look for people and I really afraid one day people will get a distance from me when see me. Ha…Yup don’t be afraid I won’t force you if you say not. I hope the person I look for are really willing to serve from their heart and not from what they want to serve and require a return. Remember keep praise God all the time in your daily life and I am sure you will be blessed.

Ha… be happy and smile… I always think like that way because in that way we will be happy and relax living in our life. Why we have to life our life so hard and unhappy and it end up we have to suffer. “Be simple and happy” and when you think back you will be proud that you can do many things in your life in this kind of life. Remember don’t always compare with others…this is our life and what we do lastly we will judge by our God. Try our best to make the best for the thing we should do so that we will never regret when we think back. I think I stop here and I will share more in next. Remember I said before wait patience I will back again. Ha…ha…